“Yes Daddy, I am your Dirty Little Slut…”

I am apologizing in advance for this blog, because it may be all over the place, it is 2 in the morning! 🙂

Sunday night, I am just hanging out on the couch, chatting with a friend of mine online, when out of nowhere I get a hello pop up chat from RM.

RM? Really? Where the hell have you been? LOL

He does that from time to time. Pops in, gets me all hot, then goes MIA.

So anyway, Sunday night, he pops on yahoo for a chat. He is going on and on about how he is sorry about being MIA. Wife and kids have been home a lot, and hasn’t had a chance to talk to me. He is in law enforcement, so contacting me during his job is impossible.

I was fine with it. I mean, how could I not be? There are times where I too am out-of-pocket. Rare, but true, so if I truly am going to be ok with this life that I am interested in pursuing, I must be ok with it. It’s not like he stands me up or anything. I mean, if we are supposed to hook up and he flakes, THEN I would be PISSED.

RM. by far has been the longest playmate I have had. We started chatting it up in March of 2009. We were hot and heavy consistently for about 5 months. Then we decided to cut ties for a while, because I was pregnant and due in September, and he was feeling weird about it. I said ok, and I told him we’d catch up later.

We reconnected around the New Year, and it was hit and miss for a while. In March and April we were chatty, then MIA again. During those times, he was sending me videos of him stroking his hard cock, and cumming, which I LOVE!

Last night was no exception and he was feisty! Asking me if he could call me his dirty little slut, because he likes to be called Daddy. LOL Demanding photos and video, I know he was horny, and at first I was pissed off, because he had been MIA, and here he was being kind of a dick. So I said to him,

“You are the one that’s been MIA. Send ME a video fucker.”

And he did. LOL Not one, but two videos. And in one of the videos he was calling me his dirty little slut, and telling me how he wants to fuck me, and what he is going to do to me. It was fucking hot~

So I thought, ok. I will play now.

He kept talking about fucking me, and what he wants, and I said to him that I didn’t believe him. I told him that since he has been MIA, that I had started looking for other playmates to actually follow through with. Right away he asked who, and I told him they were no one he knew.

RM. was always the constant playmate. And he had some definite chances that he could have met me, but would talk the talk, and then chicken out when it came right to it.

And I told him that last night.

He said not anymore. He said he would meet me, and that he would fuck me. So we will see.

Since I decided to go ahead and play dirty little slut for him, I played along with the idea of him controlling me. Asking him to hold me down, and just take me. Try to fight him off, so he could be even more aggressive.

Now, I have never had sex like this with anyone, and I have had about 30 sexual partners, (not including females, I guess then it would be…36?) Anyway, I have never been taken aggressively in bed, but find myself fantasizing about it quite often. I am sure because the lack of sex I am getting from the husband and the fact that if and when we do have sex, its: get naked, take some pictures, and fuck. No foreplay, no passion. So the idea of being TAKEN, is so super fucking hot to me.

Now RM. is loving this. So, I took it a step further, and I told him, “I want you to push me down on the bed, spread my legs, hold me down with my arms above my head, start fucking me hard, and then, while still fucking me, put one of your hands on my throat, and just hold me by the throat, while you fuck me.”

He said, “Now WERE TALKING”

He then asked me if I was sure. I said yes.

I have never had that sort of sex. I think my husband would be flabbergasted to see these chats RM and I have. But it was so hot, and we were both so into it; If we could have met right then and there, I am sure we would have had an orgasmic time.

I finally had to go to bed. What’s funny, is that usually I go masturbate after one of those sessions, but instead I went to bed, and just fell asleep to my dirty thoughts deep in my brain. My body has actually been quite calm, hormone wise.

It seems like since I had that G-Spot orgasm, I have been calmed. Is that weird? I thought FOR SURE once I came that way, that I was going to crave it like a nympho! LOL

I mean, it’s only been a couple days lol, I am sure I will cum around hahaha.